I sit in my room

And I fall

Sinking slowly into misery

Knowing that you never loved me

Knowing that most of it was a lie

Youre still controlling my life

Controlling my thoughts

Controlling my emotions

Why are you still in my head?

I never wanted to see

Never wanted to believe

What I already knew was true

I wanted you in my life

Wanted your friendship

Kept telling myself thats what you want too

I now see things clearly

A veil has been lifted from my eyes

You never wanted my friendship

You no longer want me

Im constantly seeing your face

Constantly hearing your name

Constantly smelling youre sent

Constantly wishing

Constantly hoping

That youll come back to me